i was thinking today. as the lord has been working in my life and i fall in love more with him. i really just want to find that ive used up my life for his purpose. ive spent too much time thinking about what i want. my desires. what i think it's best. but he has been showing me that it's not about me. it's about him. i know this is not knew to me. but my Lord is reminding me of this. and showing me that it's better to be found in his presence, than to worry about fulfilling my wishes. he knows best...
today these words came out of my little jen (my mouth... learn about her here):
i want to age beautifully and peacefully... wrinkled by years of service to my God.
...and i said wow. God is working in me. and He is.
im welcoming this work. for his glory.